My emotions have been running rampant these days. I had a really rough 3 or 4 weeks, then it got much better, and today I feel low again. It actually started yesterday. I've noticed that when things are otherwise placid in our life, I can handle just about anything. But isn't that how it goes? One thing at a time. Today I am dealing with a few issues that are, in the entire scheme of things, not that critical. But when you have something on your mind every day, those types of issues just seem to magnify everything else.
*Michael is amazing, as always. He took me out for dinner last night in lieu of our usual Thursday night workout at the rec center. No complaints here.
Right now, in this moment, I feel spent. I'm reading up on a lot of families who have already been matched. Some after two weeks. Some after 2 years. And oddly enough, neither scenario truly comforts me, but for different reasons.
I am so ready for the day I can update this blog with the BIG NEWS..that he or she is finally here. Or, in the case of siblings, that they are here.
I've decided on yellow for the kiddo's room. It's bright and cheery.
*Name has been changed to protect identity.
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